Vampire Cohorts Series

Bite the Bullet: Vampire Cohorts Book One

DECEMBER 2015

Let me tell you what it was to be made vampire. It wasn’t birth. Birth implies pushing, tearing forth into the light, screaming. Becoming immortal was to be pulled, to be tugged irrevocably into darkness, and it was silent.

I should have fought, any person should fight, but my mind had been filled with a hazy calm which forbade any battle. Struggling had been the last thing on my mind, even when my bus arrived and my assailant waved it on, dismissing my last hope of escape.

 Yet my lack of rebellion was far from the most unsettling part of the stranger’s control over me. The truth was that the man could’ve asked anything of me and I would’ve complied, but he didn’t need to vocalise his request. I knew instinctively what he wanted. I sighed and surrendered myself as he held me against his front in a lover’s embrace, tipping my head and willingly giving him access to my throat.

“One day you’ll understand,” he whispered, his tone subdued. I’ve often wondered since if he was really talking to me. Perhaps he’d been talking to himself, persuading himself that one day I’d know and accept his reasons for what he’d planned for me.

I wouldn’t. I couldn’t. Because when my fangs came in, my world altered irrevocably. It became somewhere dark, somewhere filled with murder and blood, where magic was sinister and where even my closest ally seemed more like an enemy... Even if he did make my heart skip a beat.


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Another Bite:Vampire Cohorts Book Two

 DECEMBER 2020

It’s never possible to run from your past. Sooner or later you have to turn and face it, either to fight the monsters that wait there, or to submit and fall beneath their claws.

As a reincarnated Master vampire, I should've expected that to be tough. My memories of my past had been tampered with and hidden out of reach, so it proved difficult to prepare for the fang-baring creature snapping at my heels. On top of that, the one man capable of helping me understand who I'd been also believed he could only protect me by distancing himself. That I'd once been his wife made no difference in his mind; he'd failed me in the distant past, and he wouldn't allow it to happen again.

It didn't help that I had secrets; things I couldn't share with Conn for fear they'd destroy him. There was darkness in my past and it was coming for me, but I suspected it would swallow my former husband, the man who I couldn't confess to loving, and who couldn't admit to loving me.





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Wolf Bitten: Vampire Cohorts Book Three

AUGUST 2022

You said I’m playing a god’s game, but you should be more concerned about playing a monster’s. That’s a game I’ll win…

I would go to Beorn to save Conn’s cohort; a cohort I’d never asked to be part of. I hadn’t asked for any of it. I’d wanted my husband, his child, to live and die a mortal life in a time which was almost beyond memory. I hadn’t ever asked for this life. Why did everyone seem so able to forget that?

They all wanted to be shocked, to gather around their Sire and shake their heads in disgust at the adulterer. What they didn’t get, what none of them understood, was that it was going to hurt me far more than it was going to hurt him. For a millennium, my body was used as a weapon, as a potential way to hurt Leof, or a way to exert control over me, and over Ragnar’s terrified recruits. Did they think this was what I wanted?

Yet even I underestimated the damage Beorn could do, and my alarm increased when he whispered the very last thing I expected, “Oh no, you’re much more than a vampire. That’s what makes you so interesting. Do you remember being queen of Ésageard?”

How could I predict that what I was mattered little compared to what Beorn was? I didn’t realise, even as he insisted, “Fenn. For tonight, you will call me Fenn. I don’t expect to tell you again. I want my name ingrained on your consciousness until the day you realise that I’m far stronger than your ‘king of the gods’ could ever be.”




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Bad Blood: Vampire Cohorts Book Four

JUNE 2023

Right from the dawn of civilisation, war had wrought ruin on those fools who put their faith in love. It stole soldiers from sweethearts, warriors from wives, and it ensured that grief burgeoned; a putrid, swelling pustule that ate away everything good about love, like some necrotising bacteria on wounded flesh. It turned joy to despair, and corrupted hope until only thoughts of vengeance remained.

I knew that.

I’d felt it before; the suffocating weight on my chest which came from knowing the sun had winked out and plunged me into a world of darkness, ice, and hopelessness. Fenrir’s maw had devoured all the sunlight from my world, and that understanding stole my breath, just as it had in the past, until my lungs burned against the bands of horror and grief that constricted around them.

Conn had died.

My mind rebelled against the notion and fire erupted around my hands again, magic skittering over my skin and crackling in the air around me, but there was no one left to fight. We’d let them go. It didn’t matter that I’d slaughtered many of them, or that soot and ash still stained my skin from the rain of fire I’d brought down on our enemies. It wasn’t enough. Not considering what they’d stolen from my cohort... What Fenrir had stolen from me.

How could I survive this? How could I do this again?


Bad Blood: Vampire Cohorts Book Four cover art showing an ash sappling over a green spatter pattern on a black background.

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Blood Feud: Vampire Cohorts Book Five

MAY 2023

"Your hatred is a constant reminder of every mistake I’ve ever made... but I can’t bear it anymore. I can’t stay afloat on a sea of hatred forever."

I wanted to demand someone take my grief and regret away. I didn’t care that my pain proved my love was real, because it also reminded me that it was a lost cause.

Let my love be a burning fire, a flare of heat and energy that returned life to one who deserved to live, but then burned away everything I was so that I never had to feel anything ever again. Let that be my legacy. Let my life end with the defiance that had torn my Leof from Tiw’s grasp. I didn’t want my friends to make me wither in the aftermath, hopeless, and hollow, and never again strong enough to make a stand. Just let me sleep.

Only I couldn't sleep. My friends wouldn't let me. Not while BritVaC planned on seeing Conn executed, and humanity wanted  us eradicated. Osgar had kicked the hornets' nest, stirring up mortal hatred until we were all at risk, but which feud must I face first? Osgar? Osier? The very mortals who'd see us all burned at the stake? Would BritVaC back me into a corner? Or would my next conflict be fought against the very man I'd sacrificed so much to save? 

The feud Conn began the moment he banished me from Milbank House posed a greater threat to my wellbeing than any of my enemies, but the only way I could wrestle that power back from him would mean doing the one thing I'd refused to do during all my years as a slave. It would mean accepting that we were over. It would mean accepting that I was no longer my Leof's Little Warrior.

Blood Feud: Vampire Cohorts Book Five - Cover image showing two crossed axes decorated with a wolf and a raven silhouetted against a yellow spatter pattern on a black background.

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